It's Saturday, September 25, and I am up at 6:00 AM. There's a workshop on the North Shore for BCBAs, to teach them how to bill under the new Autism Insurance Act. And, since I am a BCBA as well as a Floortime Specialist, I am going. I hope to be able to provide some private consulting after-school hours to local families and school districts. So, I have a 45-minute drive, then workshop 9-1, then a 45-minute drive home.
Patience.
On Thursday and Friday I was a little tired, and I found myself just a little short of "affect" and patience. And it occurred to me that with the unpredictabilty of Floortime practice (because you follow the child's interests and leads) when a practitioner is a little under the weather, it's hard! I found myself longing for some structure, some checklists, some visuals, some reinforcers to help the kids do what I wanted them to do...and I realized how this might affect practitioners/parents everywhere. Sitting down at a table doing discrete trials might be easier. My legs wouldn't be stiff, I could run the programs, while sitting, and not have to be totally engaged, trying to make the right instant decisions to follow the child's lead, to expand his/her circles, to be engaged in play, to have a constant stream of questions running through my head.
And yet I am a firm believer in this method, in trying to help kids make decisions, follow through, engage and have fun, all the while learning skills. I also believe that there's a time and place for ABA....and I am beginning to see the power ABA has. A practitioner can take her data, graph it, see progress or no progress, make a program note to change something, and then implement it. While working with these kids (and parenting them, too!) is certainly challenging no matter what method you use, in DIR/Floortime it is just that much harder to be present and creative.
And so I have my challenges set out for me.